going down on coffee
so i am – for the millionth time in my life – going down on coffee – to which my dear friend julia decided was some kind of coffee pornography in the making – which i can verify the untruth of here and now – me and coffee broke up years ago – this is just the caffeine thing – i swear
at any rate – i sit here in front of my computer – stressed out and messy over life things – like taxes bills and that sort of thing – and i am not looking at my delicious creamy fresh cup of coffee – nope – i look now at tea – plain old tea – and i look at this tea longingly to wake me up and to provide me with the comfort and stability that coffee provides – but also – to regulate my jitters – to not stress me out or fuck with my brain – i wonder if its capable – i wonder if coffee will notice i have not indulged this morning – i wonder if coffee is mad
my name is diana and i have a coffee problem -

